p_xavier
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Serious question: How old are you?
I'll be 32 in two months.
Serious question: How old are you?
I'll be 32 in two months.
Dying at the increasing anxiety in these questionsDid you have protected sex? Aren't skin head gangs like neo-nazi/racist types? Wouldn't hanging with gay porn stars be dangerous to say the least?
Anyway, OP should go see a shrink to help him deal with all the changes about to occur in his life.
That said, HIV isn't a death sentence and you should be able to do all the other stuff you were doing recently. Hang in there.
Good god. Be fucking careful people.Basically I was named the geekiest guy in high school, and now I was being part of a skin head gang. Direct blood contact probably. I was hanging with gay porn stars in the last few weeks but didn't have unprotected sex.
If you're for real, then I suggest taking a crack at reading this book ... it may not do anything for you, but it may give you a better perspective of things, life ...
I just want to say that the reason that I left GAF in the first place was that you guys were so judgmental and mean, that I couldn't even believe it. I'm one of the oldest GAF members for christ sake. I thought that real life groups would help me as I'm not really an outgoing guy by nature, but it was a big mistake.
It's the fucking first weekend that I have nothing to do. And I've already down three bottles of wine and two bottles of Jack Daniels. The doctors just tell me that I'm an hyperactive man with a kid's heart, and that can't stay in place. I'm horrified by death, I want to live life the fullest but nobody knows how to do that.
I still don't know how I got infected, I actually practice safe sex religiously, since I wouldn't want to infect someone else with something I don't know I have.
You thought skin head gang would be less judgmental and mean? Oh man. Are we that bad, GAF?
Harsh response though I should have worded it better. Op sounds suicidal or something. Seems weird to want to get tested when you are in that state. Also I know a shit ton of people who are sexually and don't get tested (though they should I suppose).
Um
You might want to slow down. Is there no family members you can discuss this with?
Out of curiosity did the psychologists ever give you medication?
I still don't know how I got infected, I actually practice safe sex religiously, since I wouldn't want to infect someone else with something I don't know I have.
You are an old gaffer :0
Well, there is only a few ways to be infected. Through semen, blood or vaginal fluid from unprotected sex, needle usage or from birth from an infected mother. You cannot contract HIV through kissing as saliva kills the virus or outside of the body as the virus cannot survive. You can't contract it through blow jobs, fingering or rimming. It's theoretically possible, but there has never been an actual case of that happening. You won't be the first.
You need to get tested again as well, there are false positives. Just to be sure. What sexual activity were you involved in exactly?
"Everyone is so mean and judgmental online!"
*Joins Skinhead group.
???
The fact that you posted this proves you aren't ready to know about true skinhead culture."Everyone is so mean and judgmental online!"
*Joins Skinhead group.
???
I'll get a new doctor assigned due to the status, I'll ask him. If not I'm quite versatile in sexual activities, but use protection.
I just want to say that the reason that I left GAF in the first place was that you guys were so judgmental and mean, that I couldn't even believe it. I'm one of the oldest GAF members for christ sake. I thought that real life groups would help me as I'm not really an outgoing guy by nature, but it was a big mistake.
It's the fucking first weekend that I have nothing to do. And I've already down three bottles of wine and two bottles of Jack Daniels. The doctors just tell me that I'm an hyperactive man with a kid's heart, and that can't stay in place. I'm horrified by death, I want to live life the fullest but nobody knows how to do that.
I still don't know how I got infected, I actually practice safe sex religiously, since I wouldn't want to infect someone else with something I don't know I have.
"Everyone is so mean and judgmental online!"
*Joins Skinhead group.
???
xtrasauce said:Where is that from?
Consistency means a lot here and this thread is lacking a good bit of it. So give us something to work with.
This sounds like straight up bullshit.
I didn't say I was plastered, you said that. Did I say that I started drinking 30 minutes ago, no. What do you want to know.
I left NeoGaf last March after being banned for a few weeks. I found that people were not really nice, and that I was losing time and was not well received here. I was part of a biker gang and a bdsm gang at that time. I don't have many friends, so it was an opportunity for me to know many people, and to finally free myself of that geek demeanour.
I got in a bike accident last Spring. Motorbiking was the only thing that I really enjoyed and I could go biking for days on end. The thing is that I got injured in one eye in that accident so I got my drivers' licence removed. I eventually got really bored and started getting deeper into the BDSM community since I was lonely. I met a skinhead group with I got along well for a while. Things weren't that great since it was heading into these sex slave things which I'm not really fond and I started freaking out. So I left the group at the end of the Summer.
I learned yesterday that my latest HIV results were positive. I just don't know what to think about it.
The fact that you posted this proves you aren't ready to know about true skinhead culture.
Not all skin-heads are Neo-Nazis. FYI.
Judgmental and mean, right.
Says the size queen who didn't want an all inclusive gay gaf thread and wanted the gay thread like his bars, sans women.
Feel like you're trolling pretty hard.
Alright, so, you hopped from several groups. Found yourself in a bdsm skinhead group, of which went too far, so you recently left. Now you've discovered your HIV positive from the activities you performed in the group?
Sound right so far?
Yes for that, but I don't know if the status is from those activities. I was hanging out with HIV+ guys lately, and one guy held me while I was bleeding. I don't know if he was bleeding too.
Judgmental and mean, right.
Says the size queen who didn't want an all inclusive gay gaf thread and wanted the gay thread like his bars, sans women.
Feel like you're trolling pretty hard.
Judgmental and mean, right.
Says the size queen who didn't want an all inclusive gay gaf thread and wanted the gay thread like his bars, sans women.
Feel like you're trolling pretty hard.
bjb said:I don't see how either of this is relevant. I understand not all skinheads are affiliated with racism or neo-nazi's. However, my point was, we're supposed to believe a "gang" (OP says he changed 'gangs' for whatever reason) are not comprised of judgmental people? Okay.
I still don't get why there wasn't a separate thread. In the end I was kinda proven right with all the nasty things you guys were saying about me and that I didn't belong. So much with an "all inclusive gay gaf".
why were you bleeding?
I still don't get why there wasn't a separate thread. In the end I was kinda proven right with all the nasty things you guys were saying about me and that I didn't belong. So much with an "all inclusive gay gaf".
And yet, here you are judging his group of "skin-heads" as if they were Neo-Nazi's. The irony here is palpable.
Wait, Phil-X is Jeffery? I thought he was banned!?
Well... this certainly explains some things.
Gaffers are assholes. This was never a great community. It's just borderline tolerable.